9 weeks

I'm 9 weeks today. CRAZY!

I can't tell if I'm making a baby or if a baby is trying to kill me. I've never been so sick. I'm nauseated all the time... I have to eat constantly or it gets worse. This couch has permanent imprint of my butt in it. I'm afraid I may loose my job since I've been out so much. I've tried going some days and I get so sick it's not worth me being there. I don't know what to do. I have one pair of pants that fit me, they are getting tight and yet my maternity pants are too big still.

I can't wait for my first appointment next week! I can't believe I'm going to a doctor to hear a heartbeat... WOW! I'm so excited for this little one to get here and it's just barely begun.

I sleep on average about 8 hours a night. then 1 to 2 more in the afternoon. When I think about it that way I think I sleep a lot.. but then I think about waking up every 15 mins because I can't get comfortable or it's too hot... then it comes down to maybe 4-5 hours total. :(

My friend Brookie and I are a week apart. I love that we get to go through this together :) We haven't been as close as we once were and I'm hoping this might bring us closer again.

I wish I could find out sooner what I was having. I have people wanting to make blankets and such and they want color choices... I don't know! I really wish I did.

Well there's my random thoughts at this moments. Now back to watching the Food Network that helps feed my cravings :)

craving #2

Ok so I wake up and what do I want to eat? Peanut butter and Jelly sandwich... but not just and ordinary PBJ. It has to be on the Grandma Sycamore white bread with Adam's natural extra crunchy peanut butter with Pineapple Apricot jam. It's amazingly delicious! and I want it all the time.. If this is how my cravings are going to be and it's already started this is going to get interesting. I need to quit watching the food network too. Everything I see looks SOOOOO good! then it gets in my mind and I have to have it... Damn you Paula Deen, Bobby Flay, Michael Symon, Giada De laurentiis, and The Neely's. Your food looks too good!!!!!