It's starting to seem like I find this after a year of forgetting I had it. And it seems like so much can change in a year..
WOW have things changed! I don't know where to even begin. I might be moving to Chicago soon. It would be nice to get away... yet there is some one here I want to stick around for. I don't know where things are going with him... or if they ever will get going... He's an amazing person... Cute, Silly, Fun, Energetic, Unique, Outgoing, I could keep going and going with all the things that describe him. Maybe one day he can read this and see exactly how I felt. I have a friend that really doesn't agree with me liking him. It's "disrespectful" for me to even talk to him. I'm sorry. I can't control the way I feel and I'm done making excuses to appease you. I have my own reasons to liking him... and I don't feel like i need to worry about how you feel about him. ugh... it's so frustrating...
it's November 8Th and I technically have until the 14Th of December left working at Chase... This layoff is going to suck. I hope Chicago comes through for me. I have 2 and a half hours left of work today. I feel like I'm slowly sinking in my chair. I don't have the motivation to do any work today.
I'm so exhausted. Candie and I went to the Coheed and Cambria concert last night and my ears are still ringing. It was amazing.
Well I have to try and get some work done... god forbid I were to just fall asleep here.. now...
